I don't pretend to know the answers, but I can ask a good question.
What if it were possible to totally RELAX into your business AND be incredibly successful in your work?
What if you create your best work when you're NOT thinking about deadlines or expectations and that you're living a lie to think it happens the other way around?
What if it were possible to honor your creative flow and the variable amount of time it takes you to get certain projects done AND to honor the calendar of your clients and other stakeholders?
What might those things look like if they were true?